Happy birthday jude!

Here goes...
More positve...
I'm really trying. I am resigned to the fact that it will be pdcd (though still pray it isn't). I am in such turmoil; one
Moment in deepest despair, the next, enjoying the life we have now.

But I felt compelled to blog. I've just read the latest blog by Jenn, who is mummy to a very special lil boy called jude. Him and hope are similar in just sooooo
Many ways. His mom says the same. We've been following jude's blog since I was pregnant with hope. His mom was given a similar prognosis to us, but like us was blessed with 3 months of that wonderful 'normal', then the seizures struck.
I've said before how jenn's blog has helped. That although the path we are on is scary, it's one we've watched jenn and her family walk before. Although literally oceans apart, I hold jenn, jude and her family very close in my heart.
Today jude turned 1!
Jenn (as always)has written a beautiful blog today. Go check him out and wish him a happy birthday www.cjengo.blogspot.com

Get your tissues ready. Jenn's love for jude is, well she just lurrrvveess him so much-like I love hope. I hope with all my heart that I get to write lots of birthday blogs

Oh, still no news. I have thought about calling dr ch , but I know there's no point. He will call me when he has news. Till then...I wait...I hope

Xxx